If its fiction, it
better be true.
There is something about the
writing of fiction that combines the most difficult
parts of spiritual practice with the most difficult
parts of writing. In almost every other spiritual practice,
whatever you do is gone and you dont have to look
at it the next morning and see how you did. But when
you write fiction, the extraordinary burst of brilliant
prose that you write in the afternoon curdles like soured
milk by the next morning and you are amazed and embarrassed
at how you could think that had been good. Its
unclear to me why I write fiction, as it has been the
most difficult thing I have ever attempted. But I continue
to do so with revulsion, and pleasure. And, fortunately,
I have been able to publish the results in a number
of places.
One of my short pieces that is
already online and that you may enjoy reading is Shiva's
Spider.
Links to more of my fiction will
be coming to this website in early 2005.
Thank you for your patience.